I was having trouble in community college and was upset by it. He must have felt I was needy, or maybe the most submissive of us all. I have pictures from then, and I am surprised at how handsome I was, a lady friend of my mother called me pretty. He was more attentive to and supportive of me, I wasn't sure why, but I was pleased. He was smart, funny and a confirmed bachelor and was friends with us all. I lived with my mother and siblings, and we had many friends including a neighbor who would stop by the house often, for coffee, dinner and other family events.
I was 18 when I had my first gay experience.
